im 22 and i dont feel like an adult. I just wish i could be a teenager and stay like that forever. I love being at home with my mum and my cat and i hate being away from home. I lived away for 2 years at uni and i hated it and never felt so miserable. Im going to work in germany in september because i want to practice my german and im hoping that job opportunities will be better for me there as its so hard to get a job in england. Plus i hate being in england. My brother and his wife keep going on about how hard adult life is; both work long hours and never have time for anyone. Im terrified of getting a sh*tty job and some dingy and depressing little flat. Then you have to bow to all the pressures of adulthood; mortgage, babies and marriage, which i dont want. Im terrible with money and i wouldnt know how to pay a bill. I just want to remain 22 forever and be fun and carefree, go out and have fun. I feel really depressed about adulthood, it makes me want to kill myself. It seems that when you're an adult you cant be vibrant and fun and young, you have to be boring and pretentious.
Added (1). i really wish i could just be with a rich man who would take care of me
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