Sunday, May 18, 2014

I have lost all hope for life, does anyone else feel this way?

I hate my life and don't see the point in living anymore. I have worked hard every day of my life and it hasn't gotten me anywhere. I went through the military already, used GI bill to get associates degree, only make 28k a year with it (I have had it over a year now). Finishing my bachelors but don't see the point I will still get screwed. Married no kids can't afford one. Had to buy a cheap house because we can't afford rent in a shoebox apartment. My bills are mortgage, electric, internet (until im done with school then its gone) one car payment of $98 a month. My wife and I both work and get treated like crap and paid like crap (wife works to pay for her school and help with food) After bills are paid, were broke after we get groceries. I have to do side work just to make sure we don't starve. I'm 25 and I see people my age with jobs making 3x what I make, nice houses, with kids already and nice cars. It just seems like everyone is doing great except me. I am so tired of struggling and I just want it to end. Something needs to turn up or I might not stick around anymore. I have been looking for jobs everywhere and no one seems to want to pay me a thing. They wouldn't even pay me if they could get away with it. I am tired of this I work harder then just about everyone I know and I am very good at everything I do. Please someone who has been or is going through this talk to me.

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