What should I do? Divorcing?

When I got demoted my husband said quit that's not much more than summer childcare so I did. He was a recovered addict and I stayed with him after he recovered. He had a man calling him about messing with his wife and all. That was about a year ago. Now he wants to kick me out and sell the house. He said he wants a divorce and sold his truck which would make sense to give to me and me sell my car that has a car pymt. I have nothing and I could go somewhere but I don't think I should. He is back on drugs and constantly mean to me so I want the divorce too. I was in excruciating pain the other night & I thought it was my appendix he would not take me to ER. He got mad at me and I had 6 kids with me. I cried and cried. It was a ruptured ovarian cyst and i might need surgery. I used all my money in savings to pay bills through July 1st. He's not gonna help me when they come around. I have no $ for a lawyer but he has plenty from sell of truck and savings. He got mad when I asked for grocery money even though it's what he signed up for and I have worked usually bring home money, paid bills and he saved his. He's benefited but not me. I don't want to lose my house if he's going to sell it and it's an upside down mortgage. He should sign over to me but he's making it as hard as possible for me. The mortgage is cheap and its a good house for me and my kids.

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