Why is it that everyone around me getting on my last nerves?!

I'm truly at my wits in with everyone… From my family to fake *** friends to ppl around me I'm just tired. I used to be very naive n nice super nice but as I got older that changed. Lately my boyfriend n I been going at it. My issues with him is we been together 5 yrs but nothing to show for. We had one apt together n e had to move due to landlord not paying mortgage n sheriff sale. Had to move in with my grandparents n that is stressful in itself. All I ask is that he be the man in our relationship n work hard so we can move. Yes I work but I pay for us to stay at my grandmom house plus I buy food etc. He's off for three days n don't do nothing but go hang out with his friends it's it like he looking for another job or anything. He feels like I'm mad cause he not up under my *** which is not tru. I would rather him doing something that's gonna help our situation get better. Then I have selfish self center family members n I just wanna get away. I had a premature baby last yr but he passed away so I just been depressed every since. He says I have mental issues I just feel like it's everyone around me. I don't have any friends to depend on or b there for me I'm just over everyone

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