Tuesday, July 1, 2014

Am I really that bad of a daughter?

I will be the first to admit I've pulled my share of problems. My biggest one happened last year when I almost lost my grandma's house. Grandma and I were trying to lower her mortgage, and I totally mismanaged money. I will be the very first to admit it. I foolishly spent her money, trying to save my own ***. I was losing everything because my hubby had severed his fingers at work. When the house went up for forclosure I begged and saved enough money to enter a repayment plan and save the house. At the end of my trial period. I needed more money ( balloon pmynt) I didnt have it like i had expected. I went to my mom and told her what happened. She was disappointed and I understand why. We borrowed the balloon payment plus lawyers fee from my aunt. We borrowed 8000 from them and 4000 in title loans. We decided that my mom was going to pay my aunt, and I would take care of title loans and all of her other bills ( cc stuff like that). It's been a year. I pay for EVERYTHING. Her cc her life insurance her car insurance her cell phone. Way more than the 500 she send my aunt. She never gives me credit for what I do. She is constantly knocking me down. Then tells me she isnt going to talk to me because shes not going to let me push her around? Yes I get that I made a huge mistake. And I am paying for it mentally and finacially. None of which obvously matter to her. Tonight I am told that I am up to something again and when she finds out im dead to her. Im doing nothing. What do i do

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