I'm 33, female and am weird but don't know why. I have no friends and know that people reading this will dislike me I've never had a social life or friends to go out with. I've been drinking with people from my sports club (rambling club) about once per year. No one really knows me from there I'm very quiet despite going for over 10 years. I've never been good at socialising. I only had a serious boyfriend at age 28 he was age 57 (and criticised/was controlling). I don't like sex. I live with parents which I'm ashamed about but I contribute rent.
I'm saving up for a mortgage it's my plan to move when I can. I've not spoken to my dad for 15 years despite living in the same house since he hit me as a teenager. I don't really hold a grudge (though he is often quite nasty calling me etc) I'm just embarrassed to start talking and he has never approached me about the issue.
I felt very anxious and didn't make progress in life but then completed a degree in nursing in my early twenties. I decided I didn't want to do nursing so am now studying physiotherapy but struggling not academically but on placements. I think that everyone things I'm weird as I'm still single at my age with no kids plus I act strange(according to my mum) and very quiet according to most people. I've always enjoyed running and lifting weights so do have some passion but not for my career anymore. I don't want to quit as then I'l have nothing and won't have achieved anything in life. I've no idea what to do
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